I don't think they even care, much less know whether I'm alive or not.  Oh, I know they'll say they care to my face, but would they really?  How long would it take them to forget me?  A week? A month? Less than that. Maybe a few days. I dunno.  I'd like to find out.

I'd like to stop hurting so badly over something so stupid and thoughtless as ( Read more... )

This was what we did. Every morning, every afternoon, every evening. We sat on the beach and waited, waited for a decent set of waves. Davi was always the first and the last to leave, sometimes staying on the beach two, three days at a time. His record was five days staring at waves without sleep. An astounding accomplishment indeed, because Davi ( Read more... )

Myspace is so complicated.  It retarded.  I dont know why I got one. 

I caved.  I got a fucking myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/siredwardpepsi

It just keeps getting worse.  My life is a mess again.  No money, no ompensation, nothing.  Just a shit load of pain and stress ( Read more... )

Single.  Dont know how I feel.

Keyboard doesnt want to work properly.

If I write more eloquently than I speak, I must be horrible at speaking, beause Im not very good at writing. 

In 15 minutes I will have purple hair.  I figure I should at least have some fun until I go back to work.

I'm ready to go out.  I'm ready to see people.  I'm bored.

To Alex:  thank you for hanging out with me, I had a lot of fun.  I can't wait for next time.

To Ty: You're the best friend anyone could hope for.  And by that I mean the complete opposite. Douche.

To Mike: It's nice to know you can have wet  dreams about me, but that beyond that I don't matter at all.

To Jay: Ah.  Jay.  My favorite cousin that I ( Read more... )

It's nice to know so many people care.

Ok.  I can handle this.

There seems to be a bit of nerve damage in my foot due to that really nasty cut(read:bloody deep gash) on my footsie.  And it looks like the asshat that caused said nerve damage does'nt have insurance.
YAY! Let's hear it for justice!!

So now I'm in deep shit because Mr.I'm-gonna-drive-drunk-and-on-the-wrong-side-of-the-road- ( Read more... )