But I'm good.  You taught me.

It isn't drinking if you're cooking with it, so the bananas fried in baileys that Matt's preparing is totally... well, still an indulgence, but not an awful one.

Most of the alcohol carmelizes, anyways.

And? It smells so good.

The dream starts in Australia. She's in the back of a hatchback, they're driving along a highway, they pass three tall office buildings. She sees something small being thrown off the top of one, and a large bird shoots out one of the windows and catches it before it can reach the bottom ( Read more... )

A short while after this, Matt is in the kitchen. Wearing no makeup. Still never having owned lipstick. Looking as much like a freak as usual in her goggles. Bundled up in baggy jeans and an undershirt and a tshirt and a sweater and a vest and gloves. Still an a cup. Disappearing into her collar. Her nose is crooked and she doesn't like her ( Read more... )

Matt is bundled up to her ears in covers, curled up into a fluffy blob on the sofa. One arm occasionally sneaks out to drag in a handful of potato ships.

This room may be just what the doctor ordered.

In the kitchen, in a dress for once, blue stockings, heeled boots, Matt is mixing vodka into orange juice. She's found the club room, and is clearly getting ready to make a hell of a night of it.

She isn't upset. Really, she isn't. Her expression is calm, her gun is holstered to her thigh, her hands are steady.

She hacks and coughs her way down into one of the kitchens, slams some pots and pans around, and finally manages to get chicken noodle soup on the stove.

God damn it all.

She hasn’t touched the vibrator since he found it. First, she was too aware of him having found it, then there was Sweetie and Zombie, then she had to get over the nasty cough she picked up from camping out for most of a week.
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Light goes, eventually, and she stays huddled in the kitchen for a long time afterwards, hands wrapped around a mug of chicken noodle soup, sipping at it thoughtfully.  What is she going to do now?
It's obvious that changes need to be made, but Matt doesn't quite know where to begin.

1. Light/L, positional asphyxia
2. Mello/Matt (doesn't matter who's seme), bloodplay
3. Matt/Near, takes place at the orphanage. Mello walks in on Matt and Near, goes batshit-crazy jealous, and proceeds to blackmail the two into having sex in front of him
4. Mello/Ryuk
5. Light/Mello, anonymous sex, rimming, crying, friction...crossdressing (optional)