blah blah russ and are arent together.
but he still talks to me and he keeps apologizing for what he did.
ugh.
CONFUSION.

Russ came over today...we did the usual ( Read more... )

I think I am ocd ( Read more... )

I dont give a shit about anyone, not even myself most of the time ( Read more... )

I'm going over to Russ's house for dinner. His mom and stepdad want to meet me. haha. ergh. I'm nervous. At least I smell good. haha. ergh ( Read more... )

Russ was over for a real long time last night. we fell asleep...cecilia called and woke us up. ERGH. lol.

I'm bored. Its hot. I'm going to the Gazer show tonight...even though I hate gazer.

my hair still isnt dry. my room isnt messy.

i'm not bored..but I have nothing to do.

ugh.

I hate corn

Sometimes, I like being alone. I like when there is no one with me. I like just being by myself ( Read more... )

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So pretty much I've been thinking about and texting Russ all day ( Read more... )

RIP devin and matt.

Russ and I are together. I'm glad.

I need to clean my room. Or I cant go to the show tonight.

Andy gave me mean looks last night when he saw me with russ. Owell.