Tonight I finally got the motivation. Tonight something changed and I got motivation that I was lacking in the past to leave. To leave this whole area and start new. I can not wait for that day to come. I dont think I will miss much here except for the few people who I care the most about and all the fun stuff we do like O's games, dinners, BBQ's, ( Read more... )

It wouldnt be so hard to do it if the words that need to be said could be. But I am finally startting to be free of this after a few months.

Since it is now Baseball Season again here are my picks for the 2006 season:

Regular Season:

AL East: Boston Redsox
AL Central: Chicago White Sox
AL West: Oakland A's
AL Wild Card: Cleveland Indians

AL MVP: Grady Sizemore (Cleveland Indians)
AL Cy Young: Rich Harden (Oakland A's)
Manager of the Year: Eric Wedge (Cleveland Indians)

NL East: Atlanta Braves
NL ( Read more... )

In this life their are no clean breaks. But starting again is a chance that you can take. I always thought that someday we would overcome the bad luck and from the burden the gift would come. Maybe I should have known better but I knew we were coming closer to the end of whatever this has been. When you're 16 you don't know what forever means. When ( Read more... )

So the last 3 1/2 months I have totally fucked myself and you over.

Sorry NES.

So I have begun a pattern of updating ever 2 weeks and I feel like I need to get so much shit off my chest. But I have no desire to share it with anyone in the world. That really bothers me too cause I want to share just a few ( Read more... )

Houseboat

3 years ago Girl

Music

Baseball

Fried Catfish

TurnItAround11: I wanted to tell you something ( Read more... )

So like two weeks ago I went to this talk at MC about sports journalism for my journalism class. The guest speaker was Tim Kirkjian from ESPN the Magizine. He is like oooozzzzzing with baseball knowledge and he knew everything. We were able to ask him whatever we wanted and he knew the answers for eevery question. Like he didnt even have to think ( Read more... )

Lets start forever today.

Let these words ring out forever.

Ill scream to my last fucking breathe.