omg, frat. i seriously dont know what to say. i cant say ive been there, because im sure i havent. but know that no matter whats happened in the past, you know im always here for you. it might not be much, but seriously. ill talk or listen or do whatever it takes to make you feel just an ounce better. you say your friends dont know what they mean to you; well youre oblivious to how much youve impacted me. i know we werent ever as close as many, but the little things that you made me realize and feel truly built the person i am today. ive looked up to you since i met you, seriously. youre like that older sister that i can always go to. the cool one who i want to hang out with and who i want to learn from. i just want to thank you for being the person that you are for me, because without you, i wouldnt be me. i love you, frat.
I liked this entry...maybe there should be more like it. Maybe you need to vent these feelings. I don't know, some people prefer not to think about it. But I guess everyone has to, @ least once in a while. I don't know what to say to make you feel better =| I really hope you do bc you so deserve it.
a few lines, for you.orbitraryNovember 16 2003, 19:58:43 UTC
you know, reading this entry seriously makes me consider taking the soonest flight to Iceland, finding your address, showing up at your damn icelandic door, and giving you the biggest most obnoxious hug, imaginable. for serious. and i will bring hot chocolate, with three fingers worth of whiskey. adding in those cute little marshmellows you love so much. well, i love 'em, anyway.
and we will make out. ::nodnod:: and it will be grand. and we will even take time out, to cry. every bit of it. because doll, you are not the only one who cries. and that does not make you weak. its the people that spend their lives, trying so hard, to avoid true feeling.
you are so beautiful. and i heart you. always will. so look in the mirror, and see what everyone else, seems to see. absolute and total beauty.
at least you can express yourself. I can't and I don't let things affect me. I just blow it off and say to myself "damn that sucks" and move on or just say "well crying about it and/or feeling sorry for myself doesnt change anything..be strong and things will work themselves out" so i bottle it up and you know what happens. out of no where it all comes crashing down on me. and what you say I can relate to. not the same situations but you know how to express those feelings and put them into words and I can't. I can't help but think that if you could just come back here everything would be ok. then you could rely on yourself, and you can make your own mistakes, and only you have to pay for them. But no matter what TRY to make the best of whats there for you. I'm sure a lot of people would like to be able to run away from the problems like you had at your moms. and go to a far away place and have an awesome dad like you do. I remember. all those late night calls when you just needed someone to talk to. and you had to FORCE me and Traavis
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even tho we dont talk much anymore...this entry kinda hit hard...i love ya girl...i kinda wish we talked more....but i kno weve had our differences and whats done is done...but wen u talked about drive thru starbucks...dont forget the channel 933 naked incident :p...hahahaha sry...i drive thru that starbucks everyday b4 work and i think about it!!!!! <3 our random times....
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omg, frat. i seriously dont know what to say. i cant say ive been there, because im sure i havent. but know that no matter whats happened in the past, you know im always here for you. it might not be much, but seriously. ill talk or listen or do whatever it takes to make you feel just an ounce better. you say your friends dont know what they mean to you; well youre oblivious to how much youve impacted me. i know we werent ever as close as many, but the little things that you made me realize and feel truly built the person i am today. ive looked up to you since i met you, seriously. youre like that older sister that i can always go to. the cool one who i want to hang out with and who i want to learn from. i just want to thank you for being the person that you are for me, because without you, i wouldnt be me. i love you, frat.
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I liked this entry...maybe there should be more like it. Maybe you need to vent these feelings. I don't know, some people prefer not to think about it. But I guess everyone has to, @ least once in a while. I don't know what to say to make you feel better =| I really hope you do bc you so deserve it.
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*mega bigger snowy hot chocolate hugs*
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and i will bring hot chocolate, with three fingers worth of whiskey. adding in those cute little marshmellows you love so much. well, i love 'em, anyway.
and we will make out. ::nodnod:: and it will be grand.
and we will even take time out, to cry. every bit of it. because doll, you are not the only one who cries. and that does not make you weak.
its the people that spend their lives, trying so hard, to avoid true feeling.
you are so beautiful. and i heart you.
always will. so look in the mirror, and see what everyone else, seems to see.
absolute and total beauty.
XXOO
-me.
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