So I guess I hurt Chris' feelings, because he moved out tonight.
My sister started crying, made me feel like the bad guy. And my mom makes me sick because she babys him and tells him that he's caused no trouble at all, then turns around and tells me totally different when he walks out the door. So it makes me look like an ass. I told my mom I'm ( Read more... )

I laid in bed for the longest time today. I was just thinking.. about my other little sister, Savannah.. and about how my dad and stepmom are never going to allow me to see her. I can't wait until school starts back up, though.. because I'm going to go have lunch with her. That's the only way I'll be able to have contact with her. I can't give her ( Read more... )

DEAR FUCKBAG CHRIS-

If you want to get on the subject of people reading other people's journals... I do believe it was you who did it first. I don't believe a "friend" sent it to you, instead.. I think you just want to read. Which is TOTALLY understandable.. in fact, I'm even making public entries now.. just so I can make you feel like shit.. and ( Read more... )

David was supposed to get on the plane to go to California today at 11 or 12... I didn't get to tell him I love him, and I wish he has a safe trip.. or that I'm going to miss him. I didn't hear from him after he called last night and asked me if I was looking at colleges yet. He had a lot of stuff to do, though... Stuff that should have been done ( Read more... )

This weekend was so awesome.

I left my house around 9.. Brandon came over Thursday night without warning and decided he was staying, so I had to pack and leave after he left because I just didn't feel like packing the night before. Pretty lenghty drive.. got into Killeen about 2:45 and called David up, his buddy James (we call him Jackson) gave me ( Read more... )

Apparently, I'm a slut.

LOL!

Off to Killeen I got tomorrow! I'll be back Tuesday, and there will most def. be pictures.. because I don't have any of him in his uniform yet. I really need this time away from Louisiana.. and hopefully figure things out, because I'm a very confused little girly right now.. and I've made some mistakes that I'm regretting. THIS IS A RELIEF. road ( Read more... )

HI, CHRIS.

"i think jessica is tryin to make me jealous by talkin real loud when shes on the phone with her "new bf"or whatever...lol but its not workin ..lol cause i dont care...lol...she been trying to be a bitch towards me and if she keeps it up i will not keep my mouth shut ill bitch her the fuck out and ill make her cry cause i know i can... ( Read more... )

I just got home from taking my test. WHEW. The man drives like a MANIAC. He was telling me about all the vehicles he's gone through (they're the government's.. who cares?) and was zipping through cars at 95mph.. haha. HE HAD TURBO IN HIS CAR. WTF. I was scared.

Anyway.. My score.. eh.. not as high as I was AIMing for, but enought to get the big ( Read more... )

I only bothered to do 2 miles today. A lot has been on my mind, and I figured I could stop then and go home to prepare for my test, since that's the most important thing right now because it's coming up so soon.

The days never get easier. Whenever something gets me up, another gets me down. Facts of life, hm?