Just returned last night with Core from our little getaway together. I went off my diet for those days but have now restarted everything. I am trying to put something into my stomach every couple hours so that my metabolism keeps going. Here is my days worth of food ( Read more... )

What is wrong with my body? I are lunch and weighed myself afterwards and it was 113. I feel like I'm not losing any weight at all and I have been on this regiment for the last week. Everything between 700-850 calories and I am not weighing any less or getting any thinner. What is wrong with me ( Read more... )

I don't feel any thinner and that's starting to bother me. Core and I are going to the beach this Sunday and I just want to be thin enough where I feel great in all my clothing ( Read more... )

Meal # 1:
Plain chicken breast = 120 calories
Steamed asparagus = 40 calories
Total of Meal #1: 160 calories

Meal #2
Apple = 70 calrories
Salad = 100 calories
Total of Meal #2:170

Meal #3 = 1/2 can of vegetable soup = 112 calories
Total of Meal #3: 112 calories

Total for today: 442

Bad bad bad. I have totally gone astray on my diet. I feel so fat and ashamed of myself. I tried to put on a cute summer skirt and I looked so fat in it. From this moment on, there will be no more screwing up. I can't take it. I make myself sick just looking at my body. I am going to fix this, this has got to be taken care of. What is wrong ( Read more... )

Corey came over after work and I resisted all the fattening food that I wanted to eat. I am doing so much better, it's only been 3 days but I have to give myself credit considering I never do this well. I really craved candy bars last night, I just wanted an almonds snickers. I wasn't even hungry, I just wanted to eat it ( Read more... )

Yesterday I ate 920 calories. I suppose that's okay for me to consume but I'd like to keep it at about 700 a day. I want to lose 10 pounds and then I will be happier. Lately, I have been really moody and I don't know why. Everything seems to be wrong. And to top it off, when I look in the mirror, I am even more upset. Plus, it seems like ( Read more... )