I quit hostessing at the Paris, now I work for a internet advertising company that pays me $450/weekly then after 90 days I get a raise. Im really happy about my new job it couldn't have come at a better time ( Read more... )

i broke up with jeff. i am sick and tired of all the things he has put me through and i refuse to let it continue ( Read more... )

This whole year has been nothing but trouble... boyfriends out of jail now but being more of a douche bag than before, sucks even more now since he is sober and still fucking relationship retarded. My car is fucked, it got backed into while I was at work last week, and my deductible on my auto is $1000. I just keep going down instead of up.

Sometimes I feel non exsistent to the world, like a spec so small in this huge universe and no one sees me. I feel like today has been very hard on me for a few reasons, I found I dont want to be in the military, Im sick as a dog, my friends arent really good friends, and Ive probably shed at least a gallon of tears. Im so tired of feeling this way ( Read more... )

there always comes a time ( Read more... )

not many moments go by

without you in my mind

knowing that your foolishness

could kill me over time

You never think it happens to someone you know, then out of no where you get "the call." You've just been informed someone you know, a friend, someones son, has died in a car crash. I couldnt imagine to be that persons mother, especially this weekend I can only begin to think of the pain this will bring his family. He was a good hearted person, may ( Read more... )

somehow the bliss turned sour ( Read more... )

how does someone know how to get those tears flowing with just one sentence? and if they do know why would they do that to you on your birthday? and if it wasnt my birthday would you have even tried to make contact? i have soooo many questions and very few answers, tomorrow night should clear everything up.... hopefully ( Read more... )

I got a job at P.F. Changs this week, start on Saturday should be fun. I got some more of my tattoo finished last night, and Im starting to really not like it anymore but I have to deal with it since its permanant. Other than that I am turning 21 in 33&1/2 hours! Not like much will change but it should be fun. <3