Life is so hard, i feel like i'm watching my life crumble right beneath my eyes. Im ready to be happy now, i've had enough of the sadness. I've never fel so heartbroke in my entire life, it sucks to have the man you've been with for pretty much 4 years tell you he cant be serious w/ you. It hurts worse then anything. I dont understand the reason ( Read more... )

Im so mad at myself its not even funny, i ttok a huge weight off my shoiulders that i wasnt ready for but i swore id never do it again and what do i do.I knew id regret it and i did it anyway, i listen to what other people say to much. It was do-able but not smart.I just have to keep remindig myself why.Whatever...if it ever happens again i will ( Read more... )

IT'S MY 18TH B-DAY!!!
Just lovin all the suprises i've been given already, to which only my closest know :D
IM FINALLY LEGAL!!!!!!!!!!

How does it end up like this, last week he was knocking on my window in the middle of the night to tell me he loves me and now he seriously wants nothing to do with me. I'm starting to think i really am a bitch to him everytime he trys to be good to me i just respond with bitchiness, but its the only way i know how to get back at him ( Read more... )

i hate being sick, im gonna have to call off work tomorrow cause i feel like shit &7 i need to get better cause i cant miss anymore school! I have no time for anything anymore, like between school and work and my love theres noooooo time for anything! I have 2 1000 word essays due by v-day not to mention i have to get ready for my specail suprise ( Read more... )

YIIIKKEESS!! LIES ARE SO CONFUSING!!!!!!!!

i just made up my schedule for next semester i only wanted to go 2 days a week but of course but w/e 3 days is better then 5! so i have ( Read more... )

im just like so fnfurirofldna! right now i cant wait to get away from the bullshit for a week n a half!

so me and john were watchin tv this afternoon it was like some reggaton bullshit and chingo bling was on there i almost died seriously....how funny when i met him i was like wtf? how r YOU famous? lol it was cool though....im a fucking slacker i have to take a shower n do homework still ugh.....goin to see tiff at the hospital tomorrow after i run ( Read more... )

new york dec. 23rd till jan 1st that means watching the ball drop live with snow!And the jungle ball! Im so fucking happy!!!!