E6 is tired!12:15am Saturday, Oct 7 | Edit Note | Delete ( Read more... )

my brain's bleeding my kidneys are floating my lungs arocks my eye is feeling the cinch my body is reeking of the fairy's scent. I am ready.

It looks like it's time for Raymond to die once more. I'll live by the book.

and I've treated my body and mind like shit for far too long Especially having promised peace and not following through..people are hot but. ... Just one more cigarette.

I'ts quiet in this room, 2 memories of warmth. Atomic Particles in uniform motion : )

We come together under the pretense of the golden mean of life on Earth. Smart, new chance, to transform the world.

I am myself when I am silent. "If you see me not talking... thats when you're seeing raymond"

shit... i foorgot-- im flowing... but I think I've reached a point where It's not pruning anymore. I'm cutting to close to the tree. But thats the way my life is?
I do remember that day when I drove. But that's basic.. fo wheres my functioning?

The wanting... istill havent been able to just give it up JUST denounce like in the winter of 2005-2006.... It feels as if it is all an activity just to make sure that I am human,... i cant reall FEEEl ait as such but... just to feel... cuz i feel as if I cant feel righ now... i just want to feel...human...i just want to feel somethin; make sure ( Read more... )

Kindred soul-Puke Brains
Beautiful Day beautiful mind

s m o o o t h

yeah--refined dream... then.. you just... die .?||

All's'well. I just lack a bit of motivation.

OK I'm officially tipsy.

Action Plan: Unwind with a book on bed until slumber knocks.
I think this is the first time I have composed a Flow while in an ASC+Reading
My Ears are warm. Homeless people need Alcohol!

"Hey Raymond?... Is Ariana in that class?"

Woke up to Booker, felt exciting.

I guess this is an Ultra Update.

To start: Yesterday, I though about commiting a LJ suicide removing my whileimhere journal. ”I had read it so many times... and ... I ... I wanted to keep it when I cam on here to type but, now I don’t see the point in keeping it again.... I’ll keep it around. I just gata let it roll in the back ( Read more... )