hey

ughhh i'm so sick of being sick! i've got quite a nasty version of the common cold..and its awful. plus, now that i'm sick, i can't exercise and that means just plain awful bad news. out for now.

Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all

but its really not easy and i can't do it on my own
oh fuck i'm scared

i could die today

i feel badly about what i've done..please, don't be sad.

i'm happy...i think?

oh my gosh.
i think i..i..can't explain it?
open mic night tonight...i'm pumped
i really like him..
not only is he gorgeous, he's a sweetheart too!
yay for me

out for now

oh kay...so i haven't updated in a million years...
i like a boy. he has blonde hair. this is a ridiculous way of telling people things...

goodbye

not much has happened lately. i'm the happiest i've been in awhile though. i have to work tonight in place of burski. it won't be that much fun, but at least i'll get to hang out with gabe. he's one of the chefs at turk's. he's the better of the bunch. anyway, about that sadie hawkins dance. i'm kinda excited because in not very much time, i will ( Read more... )

its my birthday. i'll be 17 at 6:13 pm tonight.

whoop

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