me and tiffany? sooo back together. why? because shes the most amazing and beautifull girl ive ever met. sure shes not perfect, in a standard way. but to me, shes better than anyone ive ever met. at least, she makes me happier than anyones ever been able to. <3 i love her ( Read more... )

the day started, really started with the sleep dictator. but it got so much more twisted ( Read more... )

so yeah...im exibiting symptoms of separation anxiety, but...it does look like everyones leaveing. saras going to india, ginas...well, im not getting into that. hazel tried to be around, but understandibly, she cant be there as much as usual actually shes around more than i expect her to be, so that does help. but back to my point...tiffany is ( Read more... )

the subject is a line from a bowling for soup song, "im gay". bowling for soup knows how to cheer people up. not that i really need any cheering up. im actually having a great day. i got to help out gina which always makes me feel usefull and happy. im not going to fail my creative writing project, emo joe came through. i think i passed my ( Read more... )

before she was an alcoholic with an uncontrollable sex drive( im trying to put this nicely). now shes a racist neo-nazi who wants to curbstomp my friends. yet, she comforts me. the way she cares about me so much, and wants to protect me...its nice. and while we were dating, she was the ideal girlfriend until she cheated on me(which she still ( Read more... )

hahah just kidding, you know i love you. but anyway, so i was supposed to go into the city today and see her but Joe couldnt come with and thats the only way im aloud to go. plus i had to come home early from school because my med transfers make me dizzy and lightheaded and a little jumpy. not the best state to be in. and of course i was supposed ( Read more... )

we went to the mall today (me annie heather james luis and jessica). we had so much fun riding escalators and elevators and shoppping and crackng jokes and im too tired for details my journal got but it was great. im so glad i got to see her again.

yes i have senses fail's "calling all cars" blasting my skull. over and over...i love the repeat button. um so today i worked and it went quickly then i changed into my regular punked up self and went to ferards party. it was great. im manic so its a little hard for me to focus long enought to tell you what happened so it comes at random ready? ( Read more... )

i might as well. so lets see....the school concert was tonight, i had to wear a skirt, but at least it was covered by the chorus robe. i love chorus, ferard was right. and hes awsome. which i say everyday, i know. but hes just one of my favorite people. another being hazel of course. <3 love you! heheh. anyway. so dude, its almost christmas. i dun ( Read more... )

so, my life is wonderfull, im glowing aparently. if you live the way i do, you would be too ;-) ok so rant rant. i love my boyfriend rant rant. go to my myspace and see pictures of my friends cause there cool. who the hell reads this anyway? still talking to myself? prolly, so i can write whatever the hell i want. noooo better not. but i could ( Read more... )