well, aly's awsome because she helped me with my biggest problem i pondered for days in a matter of minutes. thanks sis ( Read more... )

life is weird. i got a new computer. i have no monitor, the mouse wont work. its wierd. but its an awsome computer. ive done things that were not quite right, but no regrets. haha. it was fun anyway. blah. i so love my xanga more than my livejournal. but i feel bad...like only loving one of my kids...im a neglectfull cyber-journal parent. *cries* ( Read more... )

im just waiting for everything to fall together....

it will...in time....

gr.

im happy. stuff may not be comming together AT ALL but i dont care, its still good even if its wrong. me n craig r friends n we talked today and everythings cool. actually it was really cold cause we were on the dugout. but anyway. yay.

whoa. im lost. aly, call me. people are fucked up.

well, it turns out im more mad then everyone thought. hahah, the school teachers and half wit psycologist dare to call me attention seeking, a hypocondriac, a "normal but dramatic teenager". im happy to be able to shove it in their faces that i am, indeed, insane. yay me. and anyone who knows me knows that i generally hate attention, i feel no need ( Read more... )

i was just upset yeshterday. dont worry aly, i'll be the strong one. though i think you can be strong too. then we can both be strong and enter one of those worlds strongest cannable shows. heheh. or not. ya never know.

fuck this.im going to cry till i die of dehydration, im loosing my mind and i dont want to care. fuck the world

yeah yeah, i was boyscout campin with julia. n we were just like real boyscouts. talked about sex until 4 in tha morning and we ate smores. fun. n wanna talk to aly so call me when ya can so i can talk to you. oh, and my new pictures are on my myspace thing. enjoyness. blah.

aly....you ....suck. you have to come to n.y.!!!! why?!? imma cry now...