Well, I was on the maximum dosage of morphine, let me tell you, I have never been so out of it before in my life ( Read more... )

I love Laura, a lot. We grew a part a while back and it sucked, and finally last night I spent the night at her house...sorta...and we went out that night too. I remember why I love her so extremely much! We laugh at the same things, can always find a way to relate to eachother in situations, and she keeps on saying what I'm always planning on ( Read more... )

My parent's enjoy having the upperhand. I know, they're supposed to cuz they're my parents and all, but it's very fristrating when you can't go see any of your friends because they don't wanna take you to see them (and don't allow anybody else to either) and they won't let me spend the night ( Read more... )

The National Guard recruiter came to my house about 1:00 in the afternoon. I expected maybe an hour or 2, what could we talk about that would take longer?

He was here till 7:00. You do the math.

I really wanna join the National Guard. I just have to hope he split-option program stays open until then. I'm really worried about all the spots for ( Read more... )

Well, I have an appointment with the National Guard Recruiter on Monday. I'm kinda excited and kinda nervous all at once. He seems like a nice guy over the phone, so it should go well.

I have a babysitting job now for once or twice a week with a little boy with downs syndrome. He's really a sweetheart, I think he has a lil crush on me oh well ( Read more... )

My best friend today told me she was talking to one of her friends, and they asked about how I was. Laura said I was cool as a human orgasm. I think that's by far the coolest thing anybody's every compared me to.

I have come to the conclusion that my dad would rather see me unhappy, then see my partially pleased. I've been grounded for 2 months ( Read more... )

Well, I'm on the road to getting better. I hope. My little brotehr is having his 12th birthday party today at a skating rink. Great fun...except when I told my coach. She told me that I'm supposed to be inelligible to cheer because of my absences. Unfortunatly, only once has it been just me not wanting to go to practice. Every other time has been ( Read more... )

I'm tired and sick, how coherent can you actually be?

Well, today is the first day of partial freedom, I'm still bound to this god-forsaken house though, but by my own stupidity. Shouldn't of gotten myself grounded, but it's too late now. I can actually use the house phone and the computer, but I can't use my cell phone and I can't go anywhere. ( Read more... )