I've been trying not to dwell in regret but it's really very hard for me.  I tend to dwell in regret over the things I've done - and I've done some terribly stupid things.  Trust me, I've done some terribly stupid things.  I hope I've grown from them; learned something.  But I feel like my same old self.  I read a lot but I'm quite illiterate ( Read more... )

At the point where words fail us…I get stuck there a lot; silent. I can never think of anything intelligent to say when it really counts. What I do is, when it really counts, I freeze up and I can’t think of intelligent things to say. Words feel more like a reflex anyway, they really do. Somehow automatic, if that makes sense, and not able to ( Read more... )

tonite i went to the movies with kennedy and her cousin teresa from out west. i was sneezing alot for some reason and teresa kept saying "bless you". if you want to know the truth, i just about fell in love with her every time she said it too. i'm always falling in love with girls when they say stuff like "bless you ( Read more... )

so today i went to the blood donor clinic and almost got in a fight about some jellybeans. what happened was, i ended up waiting on the nurse's couch for three hours because of a delay. some poor bastard had become faint and passed out, so there was this huge delay ( Read more... )

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i got to thinking about allison last night. shit, did that ever depress the hell out of me. allison was this friend of mine who crashed her car on account of a seizure in case you didn't know ( Read more... )

given the opportunity (i.e., enough time) everyone you know will let you down one way or another.

you still love them, but that doesn't really change the way the world works does it?

today i found a leather bound copy of slaughterhouse five in this filthy used bookstore. the book itself is old and worn but it's perfect for my friend jaime ( Read more... )

so i was at the market in pointe-claire today when the girl next to me in line let rip this enormous burp. it was one of those very resonant ones. it shook the goddam walls ( Read more... )