I really shouldn't be allowed to drink. Only at times like this do I allow myself to admit how much my life sucks. I'm not happy, it's not fair, I deserve the women I love more than the men that have them.

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just posting to say 'Hi ,I'm still about.'

I've been very busy working and stuff. Life still sucks while being good at the same time.

Busy day today, I have to get the train all the way to Scotland just to meet my solicitor. I'm taking Korenza to court because she won't let me see Aimee. Unfortunately an English solicitor can't deal with Scottish courts, so every time something happens I have to go all the way there to see them. I'm leaving around mid day and returning after 8 so ( Read more... )

I know I've been quiet for some time now but I've been pretty stressed and didn't want to think about things long enough to write it down ( Read more... )

Just a quicky again ;)

I was bitten by a dog today. I'm ok, but the middle finger on my right hand is all bandaged up. I do everything with that hand. I don't know how I'll cope with this bandage for a week.

I went out last night and got drunk. It was fun may tell you about it later ( Read more... )

A to Z of me ( Read more... )

On Friday I have an interview for a job in a nerdy toy shop. I've been pretty much guaranteed the job so I do well in the first week or so I'm going to have a full time job. I need to sort out child care but that should be no problem ( Read more... )

Heather and Helen came round for a few hours the other day. We sat around ate food and watched American Dad. It was nice but they had to leave pretty early so Helen could cook for her parents. I feel like ~I could do with a good chat with one of my friends. I was talking to Jane about Helen today, she said some things about that were intriguing but ( Read more... )

I've finally recovered enough to post now. I went out with Heather on Sunday again with the intention of having something to eat and a couple of drinks. Then we were going to come back here and drink the beer in the fridge to save money. It didn't work out quite like that. Just went were about to leave we met Brian, a guy we had been drinking with ( Read more... )