I have these moments almost everyday as Im sure most people do, where Im working, hearing a certain song that opens a box of memories... I love how music can do that, how it can tap into these areas & bring faces of good & bad times.... I was talking to someone online yesterday, we were going back in time, talking about how far we've come since ( Read more... )

Its kinda sureal when I think about how different my life is, thinking back to April 11th 2006, the day of my last real entry.. Im sitting here trying to sort through all the different memories, trying to really understand everything for what its worth.. I take a deep breath, going from one end of my mind to the other, images of the past year, ( Read more... )

September the 15th, 2006 .. Im looking at my last journal entry, April 11th ( Read more... )

Its like there's this voice that tries to break through sometimes, a voice inside me that carries every feeling & every single emotion on its sleeve. I've tried to sit & write sooner. With so many different things that've happened since the end of February, Im not sure if I was afraid to actually face the things I needed to say, or just to lazy to ( Read more... )

In my head, where all my imagination runs wild, to the darkest corners we can think of ( Read more... )

I've finally came out of my cave, if not for a whole while, a few minutes to share my alter ego with my internet people over on yalls side of the world ( Read more... )

""Victory will be achieved by meeting certain objectives: when the terrorists and Saddamists can no longer threaten Iraq's democracy, when the Iraqi security forces can protect their own people and when Iraq is not a safe haven for terrorists to plot attacks against our country," he said ( Read more... )

"The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them-words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they're brought out. But its more than that, isnt it? The most important things lie to close to wherever your secret ( Read more... )

you guys gotta read this..

http://www.cnn.com/2005/US/12/08/brothers.killed.ap/index.html

I know times are changing, with the conclusion of 2005, Im finding myself thinking about how long a year really is. This whole thing has been kinda sureal, with life changing emotions & everything in between. At times I feel like a part of me was dipped in concrete, being left to dry & harden, needing a fuckin sledgehammer to put even the smallest ( Read more... )