just when you think you understand, you realize you have no fucking idea.

hmmm.

in the past year i've gone through a lot. i've grown a lot, i'm starting to become very comfortable with myself. i broke free from a very unhealthy relationship, and man do i feel better ( Read more... )

life has been super interesting, i havent updated in the past year or so.. not much time right now.

she broke my heart. fucking jumped on it cause shes afraid of emotional attachment. women are sooo hard to figure out. now i am sad.

so i have become friends again with my ex, niko. she rocks. yay niko!

i cannot believe it. i am so so so so excited. so fucking excited. four glorious days outside surrounded with 24 hours a day music, tons of fucking wicked djs, a pocketful of e, and mushrooms too... my ex and i are going, my new 'friend' is there, ahhhh wow, a good time is beginning tomorrow. its a four hour drive from home- road trip!!! well ( Read more... )

it's a pipers, and it's tasty. I finally got off my butt and got all my paper work done so i can get into camosun in september. YAY!!!. Went to the pride parade, ohhhh the ladies were nice. talked with my ex(ex) girlfriend (who was djing at the event) and it was a nice meeting, it has been uncomfortable for both of us this past couple years, but ( Read more... )

i have multiple personalities and sometimes my journal is private, and sometimes its not. so if your not my friend and my journal seems terribly boring to you, its cause you're missing most of my juice.

my ex and i went to hush last saturday. we havent danced together in months. we hadn't done 'e' in a looong time together, either.. we went with the notion of no 'e', but we werent making any rules. we drank a couple gin and tonnys, had a couple shots o-tequila, and danced for hours. fucking wicked music. for the first time, we were single, ( Read more... )

i have decided that tomorrow i am going on a road trip. i do not have a destination yet, this is a trip i will be taking alone, just to be with myself, to think, that sorta thing. i may take a bus to get to wherever, or drive, i need some suggestions on where i should go. i was sort of thinking calgary or somewhere over that way. or nelson. what ( Read more... )