haf you ever really had a broken heart?
when its not jus ur heart dat is broken, but your soul, dreams, visions, everythin..
you feel lik ure really in pieces

frm visions n hopes of startin a family
to feelin emptied and robbed of expectations

how can darkness cast over so easily?
its too damn cruel..

when you feel like this, physical pain is

its de first time ive ever sobbed so hysterically ( Read more... )

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i think im either havin pms or a post-adolescent crisis :S
i feel unmotivated to study, &keep harbouring thoughts of droppin out to start up a lucrative biz
it is not entirely infeasible, but it takes a tremendous leap of faith
i haf got some biz ideas inside my head & my bro actually sounds interested to partner up
i feel sooo tempted to jus quit sch
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my bf once said that my ego is bigger than a guy's.
i guess its true, although i will hardly rush to admit it.
i dun lik hate losing.
unless (& only if) im convinced dat my defeat is actually justifiable

otherwise, i'd totally lose slp over it n feel damn sore
kinda like now..

i guess u'll hafta either earn my conviction or,
deflate my ego somehow.

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okay. so everything seems to be going great ( Read more... )

i still cant believe sth lik dat happened to me ( Read more... )

wow its been 3 months since my last post. i'll promise to blog more often if SOMEBODY/ANYBODY offers to help me change my template HAHAHAH :p

anw, was cleaning out my cupboard jus now & tidyin up all de cards/gifts/rubbish n whatnots.
read tons of handwritten notes/cards frm frens dating back to as early as 2004
de feeling was soooo nostalgic..

and it ( Read more... )