all these insecurities.
and then frustrations.

they sorta mash up to translate into passivity.
i guess i'm different now
you know, i'm a sensitive and responsive person.
&my actions will reflect how i perceive your actions

i know, what a vicious cycle..

private entry right up.

DEC:

1st dec: yummy Jumbo chilli crabs wif alum gang (postponed)
4th dec: Uncle's 60th Birthday Celebrations
5th dec: mahjong with de gals
12th dec: road trip
13th dec: terminators @ oosh
22nd dec: mambo with hjm

Pending: 
Batam (water & beach sports, spa, tanning etc!!)
Hippo Tour
Kbox doubledate
BRG outing
HJM iceskating
Christmas
New Year's Eve

To do:
Lose 2 kg ( Read more... )

even though i've somehow found the courage to dive right in again ( Read more... )

Newton's Law of Motion: for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction ( Read more... )

did i lose Love somewhere along the way?
how come i don't feel that It's so tangible anymore..
why am i always so unsure bout how i feel?

maybe i have this subconscious self-defense mechanism thing going on that prevents me from fully believing that Love is real.
it's ironic, cos i've always thought and declared that i believe in Love?
yet whenever It ( Read more... )

you shld haf learnt sth. but did you ( Read more... )

how do you deal with it ( Read more... )

hello blog. wow its been almost 3 months since i last saw you :/

blogging seems to be de last thing on my mind ever since facebook came about
one-liners are definitely much more convenient to post & easier to comprehend
wif de absence of a need for explanations, jus succinct and sweet.

hmm. im also becoming increasingly guarded as i grow older
perhaps ( Read more... )

Bold the things that are true.

I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup.
I wear a ( Read more... )

its past 6am and im still up! 
partly cos i took a nap frm 10pm - 1am earlier on.. *guilty*

anw, i <3 late nights.
it gifs me de much-needed space & tranquility to think
i mean, jus how often do you get to indulge in uninterrupted thoughts?

after staying up the whole night, i haf a few thoughts on my mind..

sometimes i secretly wish dat my english was ( Read more... )