I'm still so numb to everything. I wasnt very close to him as he got older but we pretty much did grow up together. It bothers me so bad. I think about him everyday. I wish I was home that day, I feel as tho i could of stopped it somehow. I talk about him as much as possible it helps a lot ( Read more... )

i forgot how much i loved them till i got back on here, listening to them

HAHAHA im back biotchhhhhhhhhes!

so...it went good...

i stayed home all day

im at t's now

on the phone with krysta

hot and sticky

i wanna go back in my pool

why am i nervous this is stupid i have no reason to be ( Read more... )

i seriously was trying to pick out oe for every emotion i could have....then i figured out that that's impossible....anyways ( Read more... )

so im at teresa's

and

his hand is in his pocket

so that last time i wrote in this thing was 50 weeks ago, thats almost a year....yeah i guess myspace sucked me in....but yeah......lol um i dont really know what to say....gotta work at 345 which is gay...

going to take a shower

ttyl <3

i got my own computer!!!!!!

Yeah,
but fuck being nice.
I hope they both die.

you no even i hate alot of people, and i would NEVER wish death upon them.....i thought friends were suppose to stick by each other NO matter what....well i guess there is a limt....

sorry if this is old....but ive been busy and i dont have time to get on EVERYDAY.....