so when is it safe to get too comfortable?

all my eggs are in one basket and i'm hoping it'll hold.

i can't go through that again.

am i a bad girlfriend for wondering this?

i just need him to stay, life's too hard without my other half. and believe you me, he needs me just as badly.


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well hello there, same shit different day. people suck (most people anyhow) and school drives me insane (basically because of the people) so its one big vicious cycle. hazzah.

stay green

-nikki-

in computer apps agian. i sat by myself at luch today, talk about wierd. zasha and rachel were both missing. katy and her friend invited me to sit at their table but i dunno i'd rather chill with me that all those retards :-D. ah, well, c u later

-nikki-

hey i'm in computer apps class and i'm bored as all hell. not just part of hell, not just the downtown section or something,the whole goddamned (no pun intended) place. oh, i have a myspace now, (<3 pot). go figure. so anyway not much exiting news today, kenn called me last night. it was good to talk to him i guess even though he's on the verge of ( Read more... )

hey guys. at chrissy's house. chillin like villians. actually we're supposed to be getting change and a drink (for scott?) and bring them back to mike's. fun.chrissy is currently complaining about pimples. whatever.jen just im'ed me. just thought you might like to know. there is a bowl of curdled milk sitting next to me. gross.aiiight, bye.-nikki

hey guys. its like 9:00 and i'm bored and alone. per usual. haha. kelly just called and she's gonna stop by to pick up her backpack. just thought you'd like to know, anyway. i wish i could get my digital camera to load the pics on here. hopefully my dad will fix it soon ( Read more... )

off groundation, but still here by myself. zasha's at practice, matt,kelly,jeff,and cp are all chilling together- i felt wierd so i was just like "can i get a ride home?". i doubt i was invited to chill anyway. jen's at her house along w/ pam and kenn's working. i don't know where steve is, so here i am sitting at my computer wishing someone would ( Read more... )

blah. not much to say i guess. for once in my life i'm single, and it's pretty cool i guess. i know one thing tho- the next guy i date will not be from my circle of friends. this shit is beginning to look alot like incest haha. steve stopped by today and we chilled for like 10 mins before my mom kicked him out. being grounded is lonelyyyy. all i do ( Read more... )

hey everybody. have you ever written something (all you poetic lj users haha) when you were really fucked up and not remembered? well thats what just happened to me look at these shits: (i have no clue whom the first one is about ( Read more... )

hey guys. i just got back from getting my eyebrows waxed w/ cp. fun stuff. today went pretty quickly i guess. all we did in algebra was discuss our teacher's love life. weird i guess ( Read more... )