We've been fighting all day. I feel like I just want to leave--go to school and move to NYC ( Read more... )

I just fought with Dudu. He's been back since last night and already we're arguing ( Read more... )

I'm back to 110 (my "normal" weight). ....don't know how much more I can lose because: Dudu came home last night 10:30pm. I knew that his return would break my fast. This morning I feel very bad about that. I mean I was really enjoying it---and I didn't even feel hungry--although it was only two days long... and my mood was very good ( Read more... )

I don't think I'm looking forward to my bf's return. He's just so ahh, masculin. What makes it even worse is that he's Israeli--where machismo is f-ing rampid and grossly widespread about the male population. I think it's because many Israelis have roots from Arab cultures: Morrocco, Iraq, Yemin, Tunisia, Eithiopia, etc. And the Arabs--- ( Read more... )

Last night I weighed in at 118. This morning I was 113. Five pounds different---is that normal?..... well, I was sweating all night and I did have a eh-hem, bowel movement in the early morning... so I guess that's normal ( Read more... )

These assholes----wow... you think that you're paying them enough. I've been waiting all morning for this one contractor to finish her job. The point is that when I agreed to use her--she said that she'd agree to have it finished by either yesterday afternoon, or if I wanted to make any changes (which of course I did)--at the latest before noon ( Read more... )

Who am I trying to fool? I am not cool. I am not original. I am not unique ( Read more... )

You want to hear something kind of sick.... When I was in second grade my mother used to dress me up in these skirts with white tights--so damn cute. I remember sitting with my friends and telling them that my legs looked so fat because I put cotton balls all around them inside the tights ( Read more... )

Wow... how selfish am I?? ...the answer is very (not proud of that, but it's true ( Read more... )

For the entirety of last year, I weighed 110 lbs. I was always trying to lose, but managed to remain mostly content with that weight. I ran and exercised every morning for an hour ( Read more... )