So. My father.

For those of you who don't know, I haven't seen him since my brother got married amost 4 years ago. I communicate via e-mail, ext messages and sometimes even a phone conversation... although I must say the texting and phone calls didn't start until about Thanksgiving 2007. I cried when I heard his voice on the answering service and ( Read more... )

Have you ever had the feeling of all your friends walking all over you?

... I need to be more assertive. This has been happening in my life for way too long.

Everyday there seems like there is something about the morale of people that I find disturbing. Today it's all these little girls who think that college is going to make them a better person. 
All these girls who think that sex and booze are the number one things that are going to make guys like them. All these dumb guys and girls who think that ( Read more... )

I'm starting to get upset about leaving the kids. Again. Everytime I think about moving I get really, really excited. Why shouldn't it be exciting? I've never moved real far away before. I'll meet new people, learn a new place...

but then we go to dinner with my brother's family. And Alexa looks so cute with her new glasses (she looks just like my ( Read more... )

As of today I have been with Michael a whole year and it makes me thing of the past relationships I've had and how far Michael and I have come in our own relationship.

Michael and I met at Subway about two and a half years ago. That of course doesn't sound very romantic and it isn't, especially when we were both employees. He in fact trained me to ( Read more... )

 Last night Michael and I were sleeping peacefully when the phone rings. It's 2AM, so it had better be damn important. Michael picks it up and this is pretty much the conversation he had.
Michael: "Hello?"
Caller: "Mike?"
M.: "Yeah. Who's this?"
C: "It doesn't matter. Mike, I'm sorry. Tell Stephanie I'm sorry."
M: "Who is this?"
C: "It doesn't matter."
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Going to Humboldt!

I got my letter yesterday.

Juno is fucking amazing. 
(mom was like, she looks like you!!)

Sweeny Todd later today.

All this snow has made me depressed. I don't like it and I feel really bad for Michael for having to put up with it. He's great, though. He doesn't get angry or upset like I do, he'll just hold me and tell me to breathe. Shhh...there's no reason to cry.

I'm just so in love, more than I ever have been in my whole life. It's times when I'm ( Read more... )

You know what a friend is? Someone you sends you an e-mail while sitting behind you in class asking if you're feeling okay and they're worried about you. A friend helps you walk when you're disoriented from surgery.

You know what isn't a friend? Someone who makes false promises. Someone who promises to call or whatnot and doesn't.

Yeah. I'm hurt. ( Read more... )