my mom saw a pshycic last night, at some party where she didnt really want to see one but she did just to be nice and because that was the theme. she taped the reading and though i was skeptical she played it for me at home. almost the excact words from my lj entry a month or so ago came from her mouth. how i needed a push in the right direction, ( Read more... )

ew
ive been high for the past like 10 days straight
wtf,
cut down bitch.

april first is
moving to langley day
throw me a goodbye for now party.

davie and downtown with maddison, dylan and jesse yesterday. havent hungout with any of them in soooo long and im so angry i've forgot my camera. it was a great day. GREAT,

ive made the effort to stay friends with you for the past few months that we've slipped apart. i've called you, invited you many places, and wanted to hangout. everytime i do so, you give me excuses like the fact that you're hanging out with your new boyfriend or that your not allowed out. still, i make the effort. i havent had one conversation ( Read more... )

There are no rules. You can write a story, if you wish, with no conflict, no suspense, no beginning, middle or end. Of course, you have to be regarded as a genius to get away with it, and that's the hardest part -- convincing everybody you're a genius.

i've learned to be content with myself, rather than relying on everyone else. noone talks to me at school really except shontel, and usually, she's out partying or seeing pat boyd, so we don't really have any time to chill.
i've learned that id rather have a cigarette in my hand then a crummy boy anyway.

i really have pushed myself so hard into change lately, become a different, new person, that when i get the oppertunity i don't know if it is really what i want. we applied for the house today, the most is good. maybe itll just be a vacation to hide away from everyone, sheesh, when am i -not- hiding?

date went well ( Read more... )

my hairs getting longer and whiter. ill probably post pictures soon, something i've been meaning to do for a while. i have a date today, to meet that boy. perhaps ill bring my camera and take pictures of the city like i enjoy doing. we found a house in langley, if i didnt already mention it. i really hope we move there. it's in a great location, in ( Read more... )