2pm@new west tomorrow
coffee and friends
wish me luck
imma bring perfume so i smell nice.

SO ( Read more... )

yesterday, my mom after 10 years of pushing no into my face ( Read more... )

what i thought it was, it isnt ( Read more... )

for the past few days i've been really hating the fact that i have so much anxiety around people i dont know well. i went out for dinner with the distant family i actually never knew i had, i knew about 3 people. and i sat there, shaking. not knowing what to say. i have a problem with older men. i think its because i havent had an influence. i just ( Read more... )

i think im really inlike with this girl.
i dont really know how this has happened, because for a while i swore i was straight.
but shes the most magnificent person i know
and i really never realized it before.
i guess my vision was clouded by you-dont-know-who.
this could be a new start,

shelby just got fired from rosewyn
everyone in the barn is sitting and crying together.
what the fuck.
this means that im most likely going to quit riding at rosewyn
and move to langley with my uncles
or move to langley and work instead of her, 5 days a week, ect.
make 1500 dollars a month
either way im out of here

no situations completely perfect. it seems too good to be true so it probably is.

thursday - job hunting, picture taking.
friday -
saturday - kimbos sleeping over, going to the shop? doing her hair?
sunday - rachels house, early to do her hair, then off too the freestyle clinic all day.
monday -
tuesday - physio(sp?),
wednesday - ride spice, will?

im really frustrated ( Read more... )