yesterday i only had one hoot and i was fucked,
im stil fucked,
i feel fucked completely.
i cant remember what im doing, i feel asthough i dont know where im standing, i forget shit.
its almost im in some type of permanent, dilute vortex, and the only way to leave is to eat your way out.
i havent done anything for the entire day.

i hate nexopia
fuck you for not working.
ps. i told my mom i smoke
and she barely cared.
in the near future ill probably be able to smoke at home,
its kind of a big step for me.

went to the neufelds again last night, got higher, and higher, and higher.
it was so lovely.
and then when i was passing out brit and i cuddled
and ive neveer felt so euphoric in my life.

i'm probably too much of a pussy to just leave alone because i feel like it ( Read more... )

i think im gunna apply at silvercity.
kari said they'd probably hire me,
and i think ali works at the same one?
that could be fun.

new years in two words = fucking hallarious ( Read more... )

twas a lovely sleeep at the neufeld's last night, the entire three-and-a-half hours that me & brit had. we got higher and higher as time built on. 6am was our last third lung hit. we watched transamerica, please don't ever watch this movie if you know what's good for you. afterwards we watched pulp fiction but i was too high to understand what it ( Read more... )

ive been high for the past like week straight all day every day
its a great feeling to not care so much,
and to be less stressed and happy.

i fuckin hate this shit ( Read more... )

merry xmas
i just walked in with my septum down and she found it
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccccccckkkkkk