spent the day reading and noting. talked to jen in the library about relationships and God and all sorts of crap. it was good. felt really good leaving that conversation. then i came back and noted onto the computer. then, the much awaited dinner with rachele and friends occured. i met her and christina and coleman at startbucks and ate at ( Read more... )

God gives me pictures which i then transcribe within a poem or written rambling. and i enjoy this relationship. the relationship will grow and whether that means leaving this sort of thing or growing in it is kind of a scary proposition. i don't want to leave it. but it seems like every other thing within a relationship has been for a season. ( Read more... )

honors project is done. completely. went to an open reading after that, read on of my poems about her. it was a longer one. "i wish you would have submitted that to the journal" is what the editor girl said. yeah, that was cool. played frizbee for freakin 2 hours today. scene practice was good. went and talked to jeff hardin, a poet who was ( Read more... )

last night was rough. fun, but rough. things have just been really difficult lately, spiritually and otherwise. but nate just got back from one of his friend's funeral. and his whole being just hurts. it hurts. but we went out to celebrate his 21st as well. it was fun. i'm exhausted. just the state of things recently ( Read more... )

the weekend is officially over. saturday's shots weren't bad in and of themselves, but the continuity between the scenes sucked. so we did some major revision on that saturday night and rewrote a lot of it so it was easier to film. today's shoots were really good. i'm happy with it. and in the process i've managed to piss off a few people, one ( Read more... )

all night prayer and two days of ultimate frizbee. the script for the music video is done and i had sushi for lunch at sam's before omar and i gave homeless people clothes. and now i'm home.

it's going to happen. revival. the real deal. sometimes i don't believe, but i've been believing it more and more.

i just don't want to talk.

leave.

i just haven't done well today with the whole hypoglycemia thing today. read some for honors, went to game day in the science building, read some more, then played capture the flag. since something's been trying to settle in my lungs this entire week, i probably shouldn't have, as evidenced by almost passing out three different times. i'm still ( Read more... )

woke up and slept through pretty much all my classes, except i decided not to in poetry because it rocks. then took a nap before lunch. then another nap before dinner. i then decided around 8 after a convo that i should work out, so i went and walked. and also decided to run. i'm not an athletic person in the least, but i want to run for some ( Read more... )

north carolina was awesome. people are just warm. same goes for south carolina. they really make southern IL look like antarctica of friendliness. it's that rediculous. i have books of poetry now. and i'm excited. i'm almost done with an ee cummings book. nate's house, then the beach, then matt's house. all was fantastic. nate's family, ( Read more... )

last friday and saturday shows were pretty good. the lock-in show at cory's church was definitely way better. more crowd response and my voice rocked a bit harder. prayer and visions are pretty cool during skuf concerts. sunday church was pretty cool, leif hettlend spoke. my mind doesn't remember everything, but i'm hoping my spirit does. ( Read more... )