over the past two years i've kept this livejournal as a place to keep my thoughts in line, though slightly out of order. and sometimes misdirected. but the time is near (here actually) and i'm done posting myself, though vaguely, on the internet. like leah, i find writing to be much easier and private with a pen and paper ( Read more... )

freeman's gonna be pissed. got my hair cut and it looks like that awkward kid's haircut, kind of mushroomy. i'm mad myself, i don't think i can pull it back into a ponytail when i get hot. ghana could be even hotter now. but i'll live ( Read more... )

i saw viking and burly graduate yesterday. twas good times. got everything of mine out of the room, into my car, and i checked out. odds are... i'll probably be back at belmont to visit friends fairly often this summer. hopefully anyway ( Read more... )

i definitely got an a- on my portfolio, extremely happy about that ( Read more... )

"...However, I do want to thank you for submitting your portfolio. Your poetry has a great deal of promise; it's vivid and arresting, with gorgeous images tempered by a thoughtful and discerning sensibility. I hope you keep writing ( Read more... )

i don't want distrust anymore. it's like an ashen corpse, decayed and evaporating but never leaving, folding its hand around the bend of my neck and trying to smile at me with amonia dripping from between its socalled lips ( Read more... )

being in an enclosed room with stressed, tired, and somewhat giddy people can be an adventure, but for one of my scene partners, it was too much. pretty much her dreams were securely stolen. she's blaming a lot on herself, not fitting in, possibly transferring, and she's gonna have to get surgery for vocal nodes. and she couldn't get a hold of ( Read more... )

i've lost my phone. so if you call and i don't answer, that's why. i want to find it. that way i can call back all the people i couldn't answer. that'd be nice.

hunt.

ok, i normally don't post websites for people to check out, but there needs to be an exception.

everyone who reads this needs to check out www.kindlyviking.com and take a listen to the viking's rap "You Will Die." it's simply amazing. hopefully even more derivative challenges by other rappers.

oh yes. oh yes. oh freakin yes.

freestyle.

i find that my writing style is digressing back to the old days before i really knew how to write. maybe not the style, but just my wording. less... creativity, just stating things. i'm not really sure why, possibly because i haven't been reading much or writing as much. just when i can. have time to. and not colapse. which is rare ( Read more... )