3 Years...waiting....anticipating.
Wondering what it would feel like.
Playing with the needle just a bit throughout the years to warm up to the idea...
get over the fear of it.

Each time, I become more familiar...
Comfortable with the inherent danger that could potentially lie within...

I begin to yearn for it.
The anticipation peaks as I come face to ( Read more... )

You know, I don't think anyone ever reads this anymore....but I don't care. I just really need someplace to write. Just let it go ( Read more... )

PLEASE FORGIVE ME

MELISSA ETHERIDGE

It's been so long since I've touched                         
So long since I wanted
Then you made me laugh
And my heart opened

I want you to find me charming and wise
I just want you to find me
Somewhere here inside
I barely know you
We've been sort of friends
So what if I called you and called you again
What would I ( Read more... )

And I don't mean in the literal sense of illness, I mean sick to my stomach as in I just saw something really nasty and hurtful. Blah...yuck! I really feel nautious. The nerve of some people I swear! Goodness ( Read more... )

Really???? BIG shocker there! NOT!!!

Androgynous
You scored 70 masculinity and 70 femininity!

You scored high on both masculinity and femininity. You have a strong personality exhibiting characteristics of both traditional sex roles.


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So, I have learned that I need to just throw myself out there and see what comes to me.

I am learning the art in which to do this...tactfully.  The universe does provide, this I know.  She has proven this to me already.

I have started my business, Bloodfire Blends, back up and I am wanting to take it full swing.  I tried this weekend at Cirque Du ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder just exactly what it is that is going on in your mind.  You say that you love me and will never stop loving me...

and then you disappear

You force me to search deep inside my heart and soul.  What is it that I want.  What do I need.  Can I really love?

Just as I think things become clear to me...I strip myself bare...leave my ( Read more... )

Special thanks to the lovely laura for putting this on her journal. I love it! You know, the funny thing about it is that I have always related to Princess Fiona! (Well, Shrek as well but...) ...Now you try...;)


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This entry is on the long side, but I really needed to post it. I hope you enjoy it and please post comments! I love em ( Read more... )