It has never been harder thn now to love you. When I am finally taking steps that are away from you. Here I am finding my old self, and you are absent, more absent than before i met you. Because now i am going to face that you will be dissappearing from me, more and more your life becomes a story you tell me, and your happiness. More and more i am ( Read more... )

when i think of growing up here, i feel like i have small town memories. memories of a small town i grew up in: segments of the sunset, twin peaks, and west portal. and people are surprised when i tell them i'm from a city. i guess sf is like that. amassed small communities. maybe that's what all cities are like, and it's these communities that are ( Read more... )

"Did you get in trouble with your roomates for last night?"
"Well, Shelley, actually you got in trouble for last night. They hate you."
"No they like me."
"No, they like me and hate you. Actually, they like you and hate me."
"Well, I like you..."
"And I hate me."
"Exactly!"

justin was giving me shit yesterday about being a writer. we were on the subject of majors, and three of the four people at the table were former english majors. so it got a little impassioned. justin was talking about how english is the most bullshit major because all you do is read stuff and then write about what you've read. and i agreed, and ( Read more... )

i would say, since then ( Read more... )

when did you need me the most ( Read more... )

o god, i just read my horoscope

"Sagittarius: Patience! Something is taking FOREVER to happen, but it will, unless you mess things up by jumping the gun. ."

o god, i don't feel like i can be hurt anymore. i feel like i've been punched when i'm already winded ( Read more... )

i didin't get into berkeley. =( so i'm hitchn down to san diego. yay! reputation aside, it's really the school i preferred. i'm excited about the weather, class sizes, CHANGE OF SCENE,

people love for all sorts of reasons ( Read more... )