My mind is once again thinking logically. I am feeling happy again. I think it is because I came to the realization that I have lost nothing. I mean, sure things will be different now with me and everyone (at least I think so), but the good times I have had in the past two months are not now somehow invalidated. Everything that has a beginning has ( Read more... )

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Heh. Gods didn't smile. Me and Grey broke up. I am fine with it now I guess. I am sick of getting hurt, so I don't think I will be dating again for a long time. Grey was the first person I ever really kissed, the second person I ever fell in love with, and something like the 6th person to break my heart. I thought there were going to be more firsts ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever felt worse or been more depressed. Good old livejournal comes to the rescue once again. Me and Grey are pretty much through, if the gods smile on me then this is not the end, but I sense that the gods will not smile. It happened like it always does...which I am thankful for because I was not surprised...he is having trouble ( Read more... )

I've decided to not stay my full two weeks out here and am planning on riding standby on any flights that are leaving orlando on the 27th. Although it sucks that I am missing one of the most anticipated Ska shows of the summer I still will have a week more with my lovely friends in Colorado. I've been talking to my cousin Kat a lot recently and I' ( Read more... )

Hey kids. Don't know what to say. I lost my bag. I am mad. I don't see Grey enough and I think he doesn't like me very much anymore...I am in love with him. Anyway. I thought I was going to go play D&D tonight but I guess not. I even planned on it. I got paid. Whoopy. I had to buy new stuff and food so I am down to 40 bucks. Whatever I guess. GAH. ( Read more... )

I'm stuck at home. Today. Cause I went out last night. I am probably not going to see Grey for a long time, or anyone for that matter. Tomorrow I will putz around my house again, like today, fight with my mom and cry... like today. Then on Tuesday I will fill the hours with monotonous work same with Wednesday and Thursday and Friday. Then I'll sit ( Read more... )

hey hey. New developments ( Read more... )

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I will hate getting old. I will hate becoming the 25% body fat with swelling thighs and a bulbous stomach that I must become. My chin will resemble a turkey's and my ankles an elephant's. That is how it will be.At this rate. Cauliflower. Broccoli, rawwww. Alright that should help a little. but not enough. I am young yet. I am prolly gonna stop ( Read more... )