I wish my debt was near gone. Its time to move on and leave.

To be held, loved. We’ve all seen that point in the movies when the man just embraces the woman he loves. It is beyond passion or lust. It isn’t a kiss because it is the fullness of touching, holding, securing that brings comfort, safety and assurance of the other. Human contact is something we all crave. Why is it that our bodies crave to connect ( Read more... )

So it's been a while, but I think I've just been internalizing even more and expressing less. It's been a while since I've told anyone how I've really felt. To be honest at this point I'm not very sure how I feel. I do know I'm done with this. I'm done with Louisiana. I've put in my time and I'm ready to move on. I'm not very sure as to if this ( Read more... )

So the kitties were born May 21st. Three babies arrived in the morning and they are beautiful. I'm an overly proud owner, taking photos daily and sitting beside the box multiple times a day. I hate being home all the time though. Thank goodness for the babies they serve as a nice distraction from having no life and no job. Lately I've felt so ( Read more... )

The other day I was working as receptionist and a smell triggered. I mean I think everyone knows now that a smell can sometimes trigger lost or forgotten memories and that kind of happened then. I just remembered the smell of fresh showers, still damp hair and men's cologne and aftershave. It made me think of the times we would get dressed to go ( Read more... )

So I ended up dropping Swahili. The professor sucks and I don't want to be on campus till 6:30. 9 hours on LSU campus is far too long in a day. I have officially made it to all classes and hopefully it will stay that way, but we shall see ( Read more... )

So I finally got everything cleared up with the LSU Transporation Office and I can once again park on campus! That being in order, I now get to attend all my classes. I've only been to one so far today but I absolutely love it. Granted my teacher is a boring and steady 1 1/2 hour lecture, but I'm in class and its history so what's not to love? I ( Read more... )

So one more final to go. And in about 7 hours the semester will be over. Or at least all but the details of Swahili, but its all very minor. Tonight at work was crazy. I was supposed to get to go at 10ish and well I got to go at 1 when the party was supposed to close down, but they decided to pay more and keep the bar open another hour. Lucky for ( Read more... )

So yeah yesterday sucked. The dvd player broke. My laptop crashed hours before exams. Not only could I not get my notes and loose my Swahili final essay, but thats about 2000 dollars thats broken. Then of course I messed up the test that I was supposed to get a 98 on. I always test well on poli, but now I doubt I got an A and I needed it to ( Read more... )

So yet again I had fun adventures that I wanted to record for myself and attempt to entertain others with, but of course I cannot even manage to fail at that as my laziness and distractability allowed me to not type and forget what stories I had to tell. And yet even as I whine it doesn't matter too much I guess, since it won't be happening. Too ( Read more... )