i fucking hate life sumtimes

thats the weirdest title ever...hmm, i dunno, i just got off the phone with mica, i just wunted to make it clear that when i said i was pissed last night that it wasnt at her, theres alot goin on in my gay house right now. I dont know, and other than all of that, i never meant to piss her off, bother her, annoy her, make her mad, or any of that ( Read more... )

im having a hard time understanding myself right now. maybe its because of everything going on, or my lack of sleep, or me smoking cigg's until i feel super high and feel like puking a little bit ago, im not sure, maybe its just a combination. But i feel so blank its retarded. Like i dont know how i feel really about anything. Except like a little ( Read more... )

Devils Rejects is my favorite movie that is out right now. I have seen it twice. The second time was better cuz Bobby and Carly were with me. Thanks for the free stuff too btw. But i mean i really really liked it, everything about it, i really dont know why its just like perfect i guess. But im a sick mother fucker too ( Read more... )

i really shouldnt have shaved my beard off ( Read more... )

you and me we have no faces ( Read more... )

i cant do anything right
i cant make anyone happy
i cant make myself happy
i cant be a good person

what a strange and fast and sad ass day all rolled into one. I guess alot of stuff happened today but nothing that i feel like going into right now. I felt okay most of the day but now i just feel miserable, terrible, sick, shakey, scared, stupid, just everything. I dont really know. I have no idea whats really going on. I wish i did. there is so ( Read more... )

last night was boring but then courtney and drew came over, i got drunk last night, i threw up like 5 times...like alot, actually i should throw that out now. I got like 3 hours of sleep last night, so i dunno why im up so early, but i been up since like 6 30. Um im waitin for it to get later so i can call mica and stuff. i guess its hot as hell ( Read more... )

I stole this from emily kenyon...yes i did

a is for age: 17

b is for booze: vodka

c is for career: pizza nigger

d is for dad's name: jim

e is for essential items to bring to a party: my self

f is for favorite song at the moment: Got the life

g is for girlfriend: Mica Lunsford <3 <3 <3

h is for hometown: Fayetteville, NC

i is for ( Read more... )