sanam, i really hate this. i hate that every time i make a promise to you, i break it. i hate that every time i want to tell you that i miss you, i don't because i'm afraid you won't believe me. i hate that i'm worried about you and you seem upset and i haven't even had a chance to talk to you about it. i hate that i don't even feel like we're friends anymore because we hardly talk. but even if i can't make up it to see you for a while, (which i probably won't until i get a job, pay off a $100 debt, and pay off this month's rent) i'm still gonna call more often and make sure we keep in touch. and i hope that one day soon i can make my recent distance up to you.
Jeanette love, its alright. I know youve been busy and yes i was upset, for quite a bit of time. My mind still isnt all there but ive been alright. And i wish i could see you sooner, and maybe i can the next time i go up to stay with max. Long story with that one too, we're okay again. Well not completely ok, but we're back together. But anyhow, its halloween, and this season makes me miss you and think about how much fun we had before.
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all my love,
jeanette
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