i'm so tired. i got to sleep last night at 12:30 and woke up at 2:00 and got to work at 3:00 in the morning and worked until about 12:30. screw snow ( Read more... )

blank........i don't know how to feel, what to feel, what to think. i feel like i've forgotten how to breath. like a dieing fire, a scream that can't escape, a book without words, just unorganized splots of ink on a page. as if something in me just stopped and won't start back up ( Read more... )

DISCLAIMER: if you don't like hearing me complain, this is not an entry to read ( Read more... )

yea, it's really cold out now. these past two days were really cold, and tuesday was just really wet and i had to work in it for too long. but because of the wind advisory, i slept in until about 10:30 before i went in to work. how awesome is that ( Read more... )

so it was my 19th birthday today. thank you to all of those who remembered, it made my day. especially lindsay and janelle, that was the best voicemail ever (i was in church when you called, how'd you know ( Read more... )

doesn't matter how many times you see it, BLAST! will always be amazing! the sound they can make and the drummers are just so coll, it makes me want to do it so bad. and also that people can be so talented at just about every instrument and putting on a performance like that is impressive in itself ( Read more... )

i'm home, and i just woke up 45 minutes ago! and i didn't go to work for one reason only.....5 flights + 2 total hours of sleep in the span of 40 hours + 1 person telling my not to go = 8 supports to my one reason (which is that i'm tired). but not tired enough anymore to do stupid math ( Read more... )

and the countdown has begun..........36 Days until THE day ( Read more... )

i officially can't breath. and i feel weak. and things hurt on my body that really shouldn't hurt which would be gross for me to elaborate on. i feel like i just stuck my face in a pile of sand and breathed in for about 45 minutes. instead, it was leaves and exhaust fumes from blowers and grass and dirt that i was breathing in for 40 minutes ( Read more... )

red wings game last tuesday at random and they won, unlike tonite. that was a fun time, awesome seats too right in front of the main camera, 18 rows back from center ice. thank goodness for people Tom works with that have tickets they can't use occasionally ( Read more... )