o0ok wow a LOT has gone on in my life since my last update!! lol. so0o to make a verrrrry long story as short sweet and to the point as possible, my mom kicked jen out of the house and shes living with my grandparents now ... my mom also decided to move us all in with her bf, who i rele dont like, so i moved to lancaster w. my dad instead. umm lets ( Read more... )

i think that whatever happened between me and sean...just..happened. i really n truly dont think that anything is ever gonna work out with us. bc i mean, no i dont regret moving too fast with him, and i really, really, REALLY enjoyed spending time with him. he seemed so nice, and i just...idk. hes being a loser and isnt talking to me anymore..and ( Read more... )

megan has been pissing me the FUCK off lately. ok, so there was this guy in my gym class who had all these ppl come over and tell me all these things like he wants to go out w/ me n he likes me n shit. n i tell megan, and shes like 'its prolly a joke, you know how guys are' and im like ok make me think that while im all excited and then today i ( Read more... )

I DONT WANNA BE LONELY ANYMORE!

im so bored and theres nothing to do. i wish i had money so i could do something, but i used up the last of my money yesterday...on icecream. so now we have no money until my mom comes home. o well, just 2 more days left! that lucky little bitch lol. i really hope that my dad doesnt call CPS, because that would be very bad, and i dont wanna have to ( Read more... )

omg so much has happened! first of all...i met the most AMAZINGLY HOT kid in the world! ok, so maybe not in the world, but outta every guy i met so far! all i kno is that his name is mark, and hes 17. and my sister is goin 2 prom with him, the lucky lil bitch. and she keeps talking about how she doesnt wanna go! ugh if he asked me, id go in a ( Read more... )

ok b4 u read this entry....make sure u read the last 1 bc this is a continuation....ok lol ( Read more... )

omg i had the most scary/wonderful dream in my life! ok it strated out where i was hangin out w/ these 2 grls n 2 boys...n there was like...a cemetary in front of my house or sumthin...and the 'legend' was that if u sat on top of this 1 person's grave for 5 min, then he'll come back 2 life n like try 2 kill u. so, i was dared 2 sit on top of this ( Read more... )

wo0o0o0o0o0ow my life sux! day #5 for my illness....i hate being sick! i feel like shit, im retaining water (which prolly means ill b getting my period soon 2 top it all off!!), im so fuckin weak!! im sick of being sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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seriously, im going on my 3rd day here! well, missed 3 days of skool...2 of which were ap classes, not good lol. but o well. hopefully ill feel better 2morrow so me n riva cn go shopping on elmwood!