thanks giving was good.

So my heart is acting up again. Its going too fast and I've been blacking out more and more often. Its not like I pass out, but my vision goes black and I get dizzy and need to sit down. But anyways, I went to the doctor and they hooked me up to a heart monitor. Its kinda embarrasing. It makes loud beeping noises. And I'm tired of explaining to ( Read more... )

Things that you hope for usually don't happen. Its the way of life. Its how things are done and how they happen. I need to stop imagining things and look at things from an angle that won't let me down.

this has got to die. this has got to stop. this has got to lie down
with someone else on top. you can keep me pinned. it's easier to
tease. but you can't paint an elephant quite as good as she. and she
may cry like a baby. cmdk

It fits me, don't you think ( Read more... )

I can breathe freely. I don't know why I can, or what has changed. im still working close to 50 hours a week. I have no social life outside of work. And it sucks that I can't go to the things that I'm invited to just because the only friends I have are in college ( Read more... )

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I want to travel the world. It makes me sad that I'm not able to right now. I feel like I'm going to be stuck here in Ohio for the rest of my life, and I don't want that. I want to go to Costa Rica, France, Romania, Germany, London, Dublin, South Africa, Egypt, Norway, Switzerland, Cananda, Greenland, and New Zealand. There is alot more, but I can' ( Read more... )

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