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[stupidgirl333]

i'm feeling soo good right now. might be because i'm a little fucked up but whatever. i just feel good. soo i had a weird weekend. me and dill went and saw hitchiker's guide but i was way too hung over to even enjoy it. :( sam was lookin SOOOO much like nick though, which made me even sadder. anyway...the weekend was just fucked all the way around

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[r_graff]

i hope you have some luck with this doctor. i'd totally do something like that to feel better and all but i just don't know if something like that would help me and if i'd be open to talk to someone. i don't know what to do about my situation, i feel like i need someone to save me from everything that's going and from myself and my thoughts. things are getting so out of hand and i don't know what to do because just a couple months ago everything couldn't have been any better than what it was and now it's all blown to shit. i feel like killing someone and smacking myself or something.

i love you lindzey, no one else knows what it's like to be fucked up in the head.

[stupidgirl333]

sometimes you have to save yourself. you just get sick of waiting for somebody to do it for you. soo thats what i'm trying to do kinda. i've tried to handle it on my own and it never ends well. but i understand, i'm sick of this town and everybody here. murder. i love ya babe.

[r_graff]

yeah i would say so about the saving yourself thing because that's obviously what we have to do. i dunno, i've thought about it and i get it now, like i normally would. if you need anything you can talk to me, you know that. i'll be fine so don't worry. i think i'm back to myself. :)

i love ya.