I was flown back to the past seeing this

http://www.nyla.org/content/user_19/Cheques.pdf

nothing wrong with staying inside. i am so bored of going out and partying. i don't think i will regret this later in life. i will regret staying confined to one space and never having the guts to run away to somewhere new. but for now, the party scene and the drugs are not a new place. it's just the same pointless scene after another. except the ( Read more... )

well if it's one thing i don't regret in my wretched life, it's you. i'm glad i have you and pesky and that no one can hurt you.

i need more patience. that's all i want- is patience. but wanting it doesn't make me any more patient.

ugh... god i keep sounding more and more ridiculous as the days go by.
"are these symptoms, doctor?"

i stumbled upon this girl's profile a little bit ago. she went to canoga and i remember that she was constantly teased, especially by people who i thought were my friends. i was 16, and everything shallow and superficial had to matter to me so, as ashamed as i am right now, i teased her too. and it wasn't a desperation to fit in. i disliked her for ( Read more... )

.... amused with people who try to write seriously then punctuate inappropriately and improperly. if you want to use a semi-colon, colon, parenthesis or brackets, at least do so correctly. otherwise, risk looking like an ignorant douche bag-- a gargantuan one ( Read more... )

stop searching forever. happiness is right next to you

i got this the day after you left us.

come back.

i'm embarking on a quest to stay away from everyone. its only when i slowly start to realize as an eternal reality that i have nothing and that i just want to get away from this world altogether that makes me feel at peace and that in the end everything goes away. friends, people, family, and most importantly the ones i feel that are brought into ( Read more... )

unchain me to everything i have been bound to since i was an unsuspecting child. and don't allow me to fall pray anymore to these alluring and deceptive ideas given by society disguised as eternity.

imagining loss of hope is a prospect for being free from something you feel that you are completely chained to. but this is merely the act of imagining and that's why it's only a prospect ( Read more... )

some conclusions for the angry... delusion stirs from anger and when delusion occurs the mind is so bewildered that one's sense of reason is spoiled. one's mind and everything controlled by it is completely incapacitated. the danger is that they can become unreasonably depressed, irrationally entertained, and remarkably judgmental.