( a reminder of what I look like- at my high weight and now at my current weight. )

Adam told me who his favorite "hollywood" bodies are- suprisingly they are curvy- they are definatly not my favorite body types. He hates skinny girls- he hates bones- therefore he and I have been fighting a lot about my weightloss. Anyways here they are:

( Curvyness ahead )

I feel great- really I feel great- other than my eyes are so puffy from crying all night long. Why doesnt he love me- am I impossible to love? Why does he not care? Why? When him and I first met- I was this little punk girl, I loved punk, and I loved rock. What have I become- sitting here in a pink turtle neck- and dress pants- when did I get so ( Read more... )

I am making my journal friends only. Comment to be added, and I will more than likely add you :)

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