I've been gone a long time. I don't really mean it in the literal sense. I've been updating sporadically, but I feel like I'm never really HERE anymore, you know? I used to write about things I care about. I used to write about things that inspired me. Thought provoking things. Philosophical things and sometimes funny things ( Read more... )

Finally got around booking my flight home. All I gotta do now is pay for it, and get all the other mind-boggling, stressful moving details completed. And I'm gone. Five years, five months and 3 weeks and this is it. The end. The end of my life in Canada ( Read more... )

I think I wrote an entry once about death. It was when a friend of my brother's died suddenly, at the age of 19. It has been a couple of years since then, and there hadn't been someone I knew who died so young. Until now ( Read more... )

It has suddenly occurred to me that the quality of my writing on this blog has severely deteriorated since I started it 6 years ago. What's happened? Honestly? I don't know. Life? It's funny how inspired I used to be. Or maybe it's not funny, just sad ( Read more... )

I hardly ever post about food; maybe because I'm one of those people who "eats to live" instead of the other way around. I don't understand people who can keep food blogs--that would bore me half to death! But you know, once in a while, I see why people do. It's only fun to keep food blogs if you have the creative freedom to invent your own recipes ( Read more... )

It’s come to the end of my trip to the ever famous New York City. What should I say? Firstly, time absolutely flies. Secondly, I never knew that I could experience heat hotter than Malaysia. And thirdly, if there’s anything that’s overrated, it’s got to be NYC ( Read more... )

You know how they say, when things are so bad you think they just CANNOT possibly get any worse? Well, I officially know now that no matter how far down on rock bottom you are, bottom goes deeper than you ever thought possible. It's been such a tiring week. From bad news of a good friend's grandmother falling critically ill to forgetting to bring ( Read more... )

I'm just feeling so tired all the time now. Working is horrible. I never feel like I even have enough time to sleep anymore. That, and I don't remember the last time I had a good night's sleep. I keep having to pop sleeping pills to get myself drowsy, and then I find myself waking up way before my alarm clock is supposed to ring. I think I'm ( Read more... )

It has been a stressful, stressful past couple of days ( Read more... )

I've really missed having a bunch of girlfriends. Just us, without the boys. Missed it. Really do. Last night I was reminded exactly whyAnd in the middle of it all, I suddenly had flashbacks of us as young, naive 18 year olds, just partying our nights away without a care in the world. Just us girls, dancing, having fun, and ignoring all the boys ( Read more... )