it doesn't really seem like 7 years.

Maybe this is the point. Its 4pm on a warm sunday , and what of my morals now?

The conversation takes my mind off of it all.

(It all being

the deadlines
the tomorrows
the today

the person I was
the person I am
the shaping
the excuses

saying goodbye
death
a third time
the questions
the why
the fairness
the test

the act of betraying my mother and best friend day after day
the smell of the sink when its done
the uncertainty of certain status

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I've cradled death for so long now, that somewhere along the line I got used to the weight.

I just don't understand why. why again. why again.

Jack.
My Father.
Dolores.

My Family.

why. why. why.

My first.

because I am so new at all of this.

So

Real Doll l/s

and love me? thanks

As I sit here, on the television VH1 is showing the documentary Tucpac: Ressurection.

I wasn't really paying any mind to it, I usually leave  VH1 on in the background when I am on the computer or cleaning, but osmethig really caught my attention.

Tupac was comparing the Vietnam war, and problems in poor neighborhoods and projects. He mused that the ( Read more... )

You know, you can't get tweezers on.

I highly doubt you will be able to get SNAKES ON A PLANE

JIGGA WHAT!

I would love to see deanna dance to placebo.

really.

its a goal.