“I think if you reach 50 and you’re not at one with yourself, whatever that may be, then you’re in serious trouble because you’ve had time to work things out. And there isn’t that much time left.” - Morrissey

i'm so stressed out. and i have two gigantic blisters on the heels of my feet. disgusting i know. -__-" there's so much drama going down, i'm freaking out. and honestly i need a guide, cause i'm losing my way.


( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Last night was mothaducking amazing. I had the best night, even with Ciara spilling our drinks all over my lap/shoes. I really needed it, considering all that has happened recently. Hearing tired and uninspired, put everything into perspective for me. That one verse, one line will impact me. "Be strong for me, and I'll be strong for you." To hear ( Read more... )

I've got letters to be sent, descions to be made. If my hands will be washed clean of this, then why am I so afraid? I bigger than this. I've just gotta realize I'm strong enough to say enough. So why do I wan't to prolong the process. This is for myself, remember?

during cross country practice today we took a diffrent route, one i've never been on in the three-years i've been here. and it turns out, we ran on your street. which reminded me, of everything. the things i'm trying to be over, less captivated with. i looked in the driveway hoping i'd catch ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

since schools started i've been more introverted ( Read more... )

New school year. Same crap. People so completely involved with themselves, that I wonder if I poked them in the eye if that would provoke the slightest emotion. Don't get me wrong, I'm not condeming this year already, I just want more. A better year, I'm really trying. And I've been thinking, every summer since I can remember I've lost a friend or ( Read more... )

little girl she knows pain all too well ( Read more... )