making amends..

[suave_acita]

I've been meaning to post this. But part of me wouldn't allow myself because that would mean accepting that you would never see this, probally half ruining the suprise. but better to put it out there then never atall. well it's been over a week since i last talked to you. and i'm just trying to make sence of everything. i told you before you were a

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[niiglet]

i feel the same way about my exboyfriend, your words described perfectly what i'd say. then i got chills as i read further because my exboyfriend is named jonathan.

[suave_acita]

I think we are talking about the same person, but not in the same context. Sumilang, am I right? I'm pretty postive that that is who you're talking bout.

[niiglet]

yeah its jonathan james sumilang. this is just freaking me out even more. and your birthday present is so brilliant it puts mine to shame.

[suave_acita]

oh i don't mean to freak you out. we were just friends from when he used to goto rbhs. its weird we always made plans to hang out and everytime something always came up with him.. that's what my entry's mainly about. oh, thanks. i tried really hard to think of something, but yours is great too so realistic. mine could be painted over, and yours can be used. is he really going to london?

[niiglet]

my aims michellelauraa. i dont know if tte's still together. i had a really hard time keeping up with him lately so its either he tells me everything, or nothing at all.

[suave_acita]

huh, it's weird how you can want nothing but the absolute best for someone, and they just push you away.

[niiglet]

yeah, he does that to everyone. but i hope what he decided recently will make him happier.anywayss if you keep wanting to talk you can IM me, but ill leave that decision to you.