I sat and observed people today. Watched them carry about the ( Read more... )

1. finally finished; the lovely bones.
it was good, i'm glad a i read it.
amc<3 knew what she was talking about
when she said to. it kinda'ofve gives an
entirely different perspective of life/death.
of heaven. of what it means to be dead.
2. I hope everything works out. Please,
I just gotta put faith in this. It will if it's supposed.
3. Things are ( Read more... )

things have been hard these last couple of days.
i've been thinking and i'm so tired.glad, to have a friend here to listen ( Read more... )

i hate how it's become so hard to speak ( Read more... )

frustrated with everything.
really over trying.
i think i've found my spot,
where i can go and just be.
i sat there for an hour and
just cried, you were none
the wiser. still continued
like everything was fine.

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Lately, I've felt so disconnected ( Read more... )

You're either completely aware or unaware of your actions.
There is no inbetween the two. You know what you do.
You've gotta take full responsibility for your actions.
Own up to what your doing and how it will affect others.
It's like a mac truck hitting me, I feel fine until the backlash.
Why can't this be done with. How can I do this to myself??

so we've made our, what "peace".
so if it's all okay now why do i still
feel so empty? hmmm. i think it's
because apart of me wants you here.
to hold my hand through the tough times.
yuck, i'm being disgusting.

dear ___________ ( Read more... )