Unhappiness

[sub_undis]

I don't want to write this in my other journal. I don't want people to know that I have reverted back to the way that things were before. I am weak. I am feeble. I don't want any arguments so I am just sticking it out this time. I am very unhappy. I want to be strong. I want to be independent. But, I am so lonely down here. Right now I am

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[puer_lilitu]

if my experiences have taught me anything hun, it's that the longer you go without ending something off from that first twitch in your gut that tells you it won't work out... well, the more likely that it will end badly. take my playing card that i tried hopelessly to keep from fluttering in the wind. it should have almost six months before it did... and what was once a fantastic frienship may be ruined forever now.

i hope you don't mind me responding here. it also occurs to me that you may not remember that you told me about this journal of yours some time ago.

and see, i never forgot it was here ;)

[sub_undis]

I have never forgotten...

...your voice is always comforting. And knowing that you are the only one that can read the truth, just goes to show that you probably already knew about it anyway.

I hope things are better with you...

[puer_lilitu]

Truth? I had our suspicions about you and Mark very shortly after I learned about it. At the time, however, given what was going on, I didn't feel it would have appeared to be (or if it truly was) coming from the right place. But then, if we have learnt anything lately it is that our instincts are not always correct