...Black dress with white polka dots - short, black cardigan, character shoes, white beaded necklace, flower pinned in hair, flower on wrist, red lipstick, and exaggerated black eyeliner - top lids only. Cleavage city. I liked how my legs looked ( Read more... )

Work. Class. Work. Essay. Class. Work ( Read more... )

My mind thinks too fast for my pen sometimes. Or my ability to find a pen, for that matter ( Read more... )

God is dead, it's true ( Read more... )

Sometimes revisiting memories is the best way to rejuvenate spirits ( Read more... )

No more echoes.

"...you might as well sleep late."

Always picking up the pieces. Always repeating my words.
This is when I finish deconstructing, finish repeating.

Something's very wrong here...[my] heart has frozen over.
And something's very strange here...[I’ve] lost all desire.

That time felt untouchable. I fell into it, as they say, like ( Read more... )

I go to class. I go to work. I sleep.

I am a robot.

Today I went to no classes, and tried to sleep off a fever. Mostly succeeded. Slipped in and out of it at work tonight, but I'm otherwise alright.

I cannot afford to miss classes. I cannot afford to fall ill again.

Mistakes turn genuine times into problems.
I will not sleep. I cannot

Surprise work visits and baking cakes at midnight. Questioning. Long hugs and long talks. Is it okay? It seems okay. Will it be okay? It seems like it'll be okay ( Read more... )

Well, from a comment in my last entry, my newest friend Joe has prompted an entirely new entry...I wonder how it'll turn out.

So...

For Joe.

...Story.

This summer was one of the most unsettling experiences of my life. I rarely discuss it, as people are quick to call bullshit on that which they might not understand. However, here I go ( Read more... )

Every day, I count my blessings. Every day, I realize that some people are still good people.

I am always on. Always going. Always pressing onward.

And here I am,
writing this, rather than sleeping,
although all week I've wanted nothing more than sleep.

I never sleep when I can. I never stay awake when I have to.