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And that is how it hits.
On a random workday afternoon when I play a random song to keep me awake as I fill up data sheets,
The autoplay brings up the next song on queue that we used to listen in secrecy by the riverbank with the first rays of the sun hitting us on a winter day.
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I know what is happening.
I am relapsing.
I had faced it before, fought it, went through it, and somehow won it. Over the years, I have been very close to going through it again, but always dodged.
But not this time. I know it.
I am back at the same phase. It affects me as a whole. My mind, my body, my sleep, my work and people around me.
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Love makes you do stupid things,
Like love itself.
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Everything that could go wrong, will go wrong.
At the heights of anger, how could I still smile?
At the depths of confusion, how could I think straight?
At the sudden hit of abandonment, how can I hope?
At the sorrows that follow,
How do I still love?
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All I could feel is anger and hatred to myself, and all I see is negativity around me!
All I know is this shouldn't last because this is not who I am, or who I want to be.
And whose loss is that?
Of people who love me.
Perhaps just him.
I am sure he doesn't love me anymore. Or maybe he does, but knows I am not the right one.
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I am one fucking giant mess.
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Moving Out
So... I've been dreaming of this for years, planning on for about a year, and been making arrangements for months- most of which involved arguing with your brown family figuring out if you're young or old.
And the day is now known on when I am gonna move out. A new city. A fresh start. A job. New friends. Oh wait, friends? I barely know anyone.
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Crave
My life is crumbling down
I drown in an abyss
With no help at all
But all I know for sure
Is that a hug from you
Shall save me at once.
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What if...
It is refrained that our lives are based on decisions. But what do decisions revolve around? What-if s ( Read more... ) -
Ordinance
Each one measure's his/her life using different measurements ( Read more... )