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Just to escape..
If there ever was a time I wanted to delete the internet world from my life and never turn back.. it's now. I fucking hate people dude... -
If ever there were a time..
I think that most of my days are spent wondering if I'm going to be able to make it through the day, and on until tomorrow. Not because I'm weak, but because I worry about everything ( Read more... ) -
Ugh..
I guess I should just really start re-thinking shit, huh? I mean, sure I love Josh, and sure he is the father of my child, but.. If he can't celebrate my birthday, then what's the point? Since we've been together, I've bought all of my own Christmas presents, I've N E V E R gotten anything for my birthday, I've had to go out of my way to get ( Read more... ) -
So..
Yesterday was my 25th birthday. How fucking lame. I can't believe I'm 25 years old, give me a break dude.
I think the only benefit to this is that I can get a discount at Enterprise and Progressive. Frig.
So, I wanted Josh to do something for me.. ANYTHING. Did he? no.. He never does. I'm starting to wonder if he even loves me.. Truly am.
I told ( Read more... ) -
Not really interested
Haven' t really been interested in doing anything lately. My life is slowly spinning in the financial crisis direction.
I can't imagine how those people who have five kids and only one parent works are making it right now. It's fucking
impossible and we're just three people.
I do know that I'll have somewhere around 1700$ in September, but that's ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
i feel like ive waited forever to find
this life that i have. i thought this
was all i ever wanted. i thought it
was perfect looking into it. living it
is completely different. i manage to
wake up everyday and go about my life
with my head as high as i ( Read more... ) -
So fucking annoyed..
There are hardly words to describe the shittiness that has become of the uneventful life I lead.
When I lived in Arizona and Ohio, I did something at least everyday, there was no stop to my fury.
Now that I live in North Carolina I feel like everyone around me has a total IQ of 8 and the thought of fun to
them is drinking beer in the bed of their ( Read more... ) -
Starting school.. Who would have figured..
I never thought for one second that Gaston College would actually get something right. I mean, sure I have complete faith in the educators, but I do not have any faith whatsoever in the staff in the Business Office, Admin office or any office other. I doubted so much since August 08, and now that I'm starting class tomorrow, I'm terrified. Sure ( Read more... ) -
So rare ....
I guess coming here seemed like a better place instead of Myspace. Thought, I don't know what the difference is. I could care less who reads what I write, if I insult you.. it's not what I've actually said, it's how you've preceived what I've actually said. So it's not my fault.
Anyways.
I'm 35 weeks pregnant, and just extremely exhausted. I'm ( Read more... )